Monday, February 29, 2016

Rare Disease Day 2016

So in honor of Rare Disease Day today, I am going to share an updated version of my story.  Please share away and lets get the word out about Rare Diseases! Together we are strong!

     My Story

My name is Rachelle Thomas and I am currently 32 years old.  I was born in Douglas, AZ in February of 1984.  Within 24 hours of my birth, I developed respiratory distress and was air-vacced to a larger hospital in Tucson, AZ.  I had a collapsed lung and spent 8 days in Neonatal Intensive Care before I was finally able to go home.  Numerous tests were done, but the doctors could not explain what had caused my respiratory problems.  Little did my Mom know, this would be my story until I was 13.  

I had chronic ear, lung, and sinus infections.  At 11 months I had my first set of what would be 4 sets of ear tubes by the time I was 5 or 6.  I had my tonsils removed and numerous other surgeries, trying to “fix” all my symptoms.  When I was 5, the doctors diagnosed me with Asthma, but that didn’t really fit.  When I was 12, they said it had to be Cystic Fibrosis—and in between they assured my parents I would “grow out of it” when I went through puberty.  Needless to say, none of the above was correct and by the time I was 13 I had had 13 surgeries and still no answer.

Thankfully, my parents would not take, “We’re not really sure, but we think it has to be Cysitic Fribrosis” for an answer.  In the summer of 1997, we made a family vacation out of going to the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill to visit Dr. Michael Knowles, and his research team.  For 3 days I underwent numerous tests and at the end—we FINALLY had our answer.  One of the tests was a “Mucual-ciliary clearance test”—I had to breathe in radioactive parts and for the first 4 minutes of every 10 minutes for two hours, they X-rayed my lungs to see how much of the particles my lungs would move out.  Normal lungs move out about an average of 30% of the parts in those two hours—mine only moved out 8%.  I was diagnosed with Primary Ciliary Dyskinesia (PCD)—a condition in which the little hairs in my ears, lungs, and sinuses don’t function properly.  There is no cure and it is a progressive disease—you simply have to try and prevent and manage infections when they come.  This is typically through utilizing antibiotics, inhalers and air way clearance therapy.

At the time, I was still a child and I’m sure my Mom and Dad felt more relief in finally having a diagnosis than I did.  We finally knew what we were dealing with---and that it was never going to go away.  As a kid, I fought Mom on doing my medicines—I would cooperate for a bit, but I would get tired of taking all the medicines and I didn’t like how the inhalers made me feel and would avoid those at all cost.  Now that I’m older, I recognize how I might have prevented some of the lung damage I have now—or at least put it off a bit longer if I had done my treatments on a regular basis.  Thankfully, I know God is sovereign and in control and has a plan for our lives—even when we mess up or don’t do what we’re supposed to.  

In high school I had a relatively “healthy period”, thus giving me more reason to avoid my inhalers.  I met my husband, Jordan, when we were 18 and we got married when we were 20.  Right about the time we were married and moved into town, my health started spiraling downhill.  At first we thought it was living in an apartment and in town—I had grown up out in the country away from the constant cars and trucks and mold that was probably in the older apartment complex.  Within a year of being married, we moved into a suburb of Tucson to try and get away from as much pollution as being in the middle of the city.  We have since added on to the house to get air-conditioning with a filtration system and got rid of all carpet to keep dust and other things down.  In spite of doing all this, my health has still gone downhill.  

I am now up to over 30 surgeries and countless hospital stays.  I have breathing treatments and chest percussions that take an hour three times a day.  In December of 2010 I almost died from a severe reaction to steroids and the antibiotic, Levaquin, that I was using to treat PCD.  I am off and on IV antibiotics, oral antibiotics, and inhaled antibiotics in an effort to prevent and get rid of infections I do end up getting.  Since 2010, I have had many severe reactions to medication—there have been two times when I have gone into the hospital walking and come out in a wheelchair, unable to walk on my own and have had to go through intensive rehab for months.  When I get a cold it can quickly become a bad infection that could lead to Pneumonia or more lung damage.  I now have Bronchiectasis, which is the hardening of your airways, which was caused by the numerous infections I had.  Some of the surgeries caused me to lose 80% of my hearing, but thankfully with a hearing aide I am able to hear pretty well.  My husband and I have also been unable to have children, we believe in large part because of everything my body is constantly fighting.  I also have some other pain that the doctors don’t know what’s causing it—it only goes away when I lie down.  My energy level is definitely not that of a normal 32 year old and I have to carefully watch what I plan in my days and try not to overdo it, as I can become sick so easily.  

By God’s grace, this has not affected my ability to enjoy the life He has given me.  I must confess—there are days when I grow weary and tired of all the doctor visits, medicines, and having to say no to activities that I really would enjoy because of my health.  However, God has granted me incredible joy in the midst of this suffering and an amazing husband who loves me through more sickness than health.  I know He has an eternal home for me—that this life is but a vapor as He says in James—and that I will one day have a heavenly body that works perfectly!  Until that day when He calls me home, I pray I can be an encouragement for all those like me suffering with a rare disease…it can be so isolating at times, but together we are strong!  Share my story and others on Monday, February 29th with the hashtag #RareDiseaseDay and lets show the world just how many people are living with a rare disease. 

     The last 5 years since my first Psychosis have been incredibly difficult.  I am currently having to be on a low dose of IV antibiotics 24/7 for a total of 21 days because of those reactions.  I am so thankful for Jesus--without Him, I wouldn't have hope in the midst of all the chaos that surrounds PCD and life in general.  No matter what happens, God is still on His throne and in complete control and working everything together for your good and His glory with the wonderful promise from Philippians 1:6 that "He who began a good work in you, WILL complete it."  So encouraging!  Please "Share the Rare" stories I'm going to be sharing on facebook and pray for all of them as well.  Thanks friends!    

Mom and me on my birthday in the hospital last week. And of course Snuffy had to be there...he is my hospital and surgery buddy who just turned 30 when I turned 32. :) Mom got him for my second surgery when I was 2 and he always goes along with me. :) 

I need an extra arm right now LOL...trying to take a webcam shot with a PICC line while holding your ambulatory IV pump is interesting.  


Friday, February 26, 2016

Going Home!! And God's Divine Appointments :)

     Yes, you read that right!  This girl gets to go HOME tonight!!!  I will be on IV antibiotics continuously for the next 17 days, but at least I can do it from home.  I will have lots of appointments this next week with follow ups with my docs etc.  We haven't heard anything on the house as of yet, so still waiting and praying for that.  Jordan is feeling much better--thank you for praying for him!

     I know it sounds like a funny thing to say, but I'm always so blessed in the hospital with constant reminders of God's all sufficient grace and great love and care for me.  From my friend Tammy making sure my PICC dressing got changed, to being able to run things by Aunt Netta and Aunt Dawn, or Judy my home health nurse that retired in Phoenix making sure I was taken care of by the best in home health care.  It really is amazing to see the people God has placed in my life to make sure I get the best care possible.  I even got the phone number of the hospitalist (the doctor who saw me all week) who is due with her 2nd baby in April so that I could see baby pics and I told her I was going to adopt her kiddos too--I'm not sure if she knows how serious I am yet. ;)

     I was walking in the halls a little later than normal today because my Respiratory Therapist (RT) was running late this morning and I had cramps cause I started my period (yep, my body decided to literally throw everything at me this week!) and I couldn't take my normal amount of IB profin because of other things going on.  Anyway, I was walking and this lady was walking back and forth, wiping tears from her face.  I told her I would be praying for her and asked her what was happening--turns out she had just found out her brother passed away and her husband came in with pulmonary hypertension and has neuropathy and they found lesions and he might have blood cancer.  I asked if I could pray for her out loud and she said yes.  I was able to pray with her right there in the hospital hall and we exchanged numbers and I have been sending her my "go to" verses and songs.  I absolutely love how God works!  If my RT hadn't been late or if I hadn't had bad cramps, I would have been in my room eating my lunch and missed being able to connect with her.  Her name is Charlene if you would keep her, her family, and her husband in your prayers.

     Jenn came and met me in the children's waiting room and I walked in and there were a couple guys in Army uniform so I thanked them for their service and talked to them a bit.  Jenn walked in and I introduced her to my new friends.  She laughed and said, "Imagine that, Rachelle making friends."  I love to talk to people and God is using that here.  The hospital, especially the floor I am on, can be a very hard place for people to be--my neighbor has asthma with congestive heart failure, I met another guy with Cystic Fibrosis and there are quite a few CF'ers hospitalized right now.  We all would much rather be at home, but God has us all here at the same time for a reason and a purpose.  It has been my privilege to be His ambassador here--everyone always ends up asking "THE question" that I love to answer, "Why are you so happy when you are so sick?"  Because of Jesus.  It's that simple.  If I didn't know Jesus Christ and know for certain that I will be with Him in heaven One Day, worshipping Him for all eternity I would have no hope.  Yes, I have a heavenly body to look forward to as well, but if there was a heavenly body without Jesus, there would be no heaven.  We can't follow Jesus just for the benefits--they are there and they are wonderful, but Jesus gave His very life on the cross, absorbing God's ETERNAL wrath for my sins and yours and then He rose again, His work complete in bridging the gap between us and a Holy God that has to punish sin.  We can once again be in relationship with the God of the universe who created all things, including us, and desires our obedience and trust.  He loves us so much that He sent His only Son to accomplish that task because not one single human being other than Jesus Christ can live a totally obedient life that is required to repair the broken relationship between man and God.  It is for this Jesus that I live my life and the reason that I can be joyful in the midst of the difficult circumstances of the last week.

To Him be the glory, great things He hath done!
Rachelle :)


Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Hospital Again 2.23.16

     It has been an interesting couple of days.  Friday morning right after treatments I was short of breath and in a lot of pain.  I had a GI appointment at 10:40 and went to that and afterwards decided I needed to go to the ER instead of waiting to see my PCP at 2:20.  Jord got off and brought me to UMC where I was admitted.  We tried starting a low dose of Zosyn and I had a rxn to it by itching all over and my liver enzymes jumped from a normal 25 (50 is high) to 350.  Yes, my body does weird things that shouldn't happen when it comes to medications now.

     We held off on any antibiotics and just did aggressive airway clearance therapy and pain management with morphine.  Monday the docs all talked and it was decided to start a low continuous dose of an IV antibiotic, Aztreonam (IV Cayston), along with an inhaled antibiotic, Tobramyacin.  So far, I haven't had any reactions, praise the Lord!  I saw Pulmonology today and the plan is 24/7 for 21 days.  They will talk with the entire team on Thursday and barring any reactions get me home as soon as they can to finish out the IV's at home.

     We also had a close family friend pass away on Saturday.  Jord has known him since he was 13 and was really close to him so it is hitting him hard.  Please keep his wife and their two boys (they are in their early 20's) in your prayers.  Thankfully he was a believer and we can rejoice that he sees Jesus face to face and that One Day we will see him again!

     I'm heading to bed but will do some more blog posts soon.  I had a wonderful birthday even though it was in the hospital it was filled with family, friends, and lots of pictures, flowers, butterflies, and balloons!  God is so gracious.

     People are asking my favorite question to answer: "You are always so happy...why?"  The only answer I can give is Jesus.  Pray for His Word to take root in their hearts and to draw them to Himself.  God has provided many opportunities to build relationships and for me to meet just the right person at just the right time.  He is so good!

In the Love of the Lamb,
Rachelle :)

P.S. Jord woke up sick today so please pray for his healing too!  He's got a lot on his plate right now.  Thank you friends!

P.S.S. There is a potential for an offer on the house--pray that God's will would be done but that he would make an offer sooner rather than later--our realtor said he is a cash buyer and wants to close quickly which is good and crazy all at the same time so pray for wisdom, grace, and mercy in this crazy season! :)

Here's a sample of the many pics...I'm exhausted so I will do more later.  :)






Friday, February 12, 2016

Health Update 2/12/16

     Hey everyone!  So things have been pretty stable and I've been feeling really good and been doing a lot....well A. LOT.  That happens when you feel good you tend to over do and it's something I know about myself and pray for help in but one area I have not conquered yet.  My BAHA post got infected last week and I started out using Melaleuca oil and Arbonne's gelee which have helped clear it up in the past but it got worse instead of better, so I called my ENT and they called in an bactroban ointment.  Still didn't do much, so I saw the ENT today and not only was my post infected but my left ear was infected and had lots of junk in it.  So I am now on a new to me antibiotic (Clindimyacin for all my medical friends) and ear drops.  Since all my adverse reactions, new antibiotics always make me leery now, so prayers for peace and no adverse reactions would be appreciated!

     Yesterday I established care with a GI doc and I absolutely LOVE him.  I went in because my reflux was worsening and having a hiatal hernia with all my coughing isn't a good combo.  He explained that my nausea/vomitting in the morning that has been going on for YEARS was probably due to night time reflux.  He said some people don't get woken up by it but it sits in the esophagus and makes you nauseous in the mornings....um that would have been nice to know about 10 years ago.  Oy!  Secondly, he also mentioned Small Intestine Bacterial Overgrowth or SIBO.  This condition can happen when your normal flora of your gut and intestines gets out of balance---um have mine ever been in balance???  I did pass the breath test, but I have some research to do and some more questions to ask as diagnosis appears to be controversial and even if I do get diagnosed with it officially, the treatment options aren't really fun.  However, there are diet modifications that seem to help relieve a lot of the symptoms so I am going to be looking into that and see if modifying my diet can help with both the reflux and my other GI symptoms, whatever they may be called.  Food has always been a hard thing for me as it was the one area that "it didn't matter what I did".  I've known as I've gotten older and more and more complications that nutrition is the building block for helping your body, but for me it has always been about making the time to meal plan etc on top of all the other things I have to do on a daily basis for my health.  By itself it doesn't seem like that big of a deal, but when you add dietary restrictions on top of all the other things I already have to do on a daily basis, it can get overwhelming.  However, the time has come to get more serious about it and dive in.

     My sweet friend Jenn had her birthday yesterday so we had a great day having lunch at the park even though it was HOT in the sun--gotta love February in AZ!  They got their adoption certificate for their youngest foster guy so the court date should be right around the corner--it is SO exciting!  Once he is officially a Panknin forever, you can be sure I will flood a post with pictures over the last 10 months.  :)  My sweet nephew Gunner Lee Campbell arrived on February 3rd so I've been spending lots of time helping my sister--look for a post coming with lots more pics and stories but here are a few. :)  I've also gotten to ride a lot and spend time with my "Old Man" Buddy.  :)  Nothing like the bond between a girl and her horse!

Horse Selfie! :) 
     I am going to slow down and have some "Turtle Days" over the next several days and help my body recover so I don't super crash like I did last year.  What helps is I remembered my Dad gave me two awesome horse books at Christmas that I had totally forgotten about--the one I'm starting now is about Equine Therapy with stories of horses helping people to heal from things like PTSD when talk therapy and pharmaceuticals failed.  God's gift to us in horses is immense and I'm excited to dive in and learn more about one of my passions!  Have a happy weekend everyone!



Auntie Shel meeting Gunner for the first time! 



Hunter is a great big brother! 

Driving the jeep while Mommy was still in the hospital. 



Treasured friends...Happy Birthday Jenn!

Soon you'll be able to see that adorable face hiding below! :)

Candy's hubby, Tom recently had hernia surgery so I ended up staying overnight with the boys while he was at the hospital and there was lots of fun to be had!